Wednesday, March 31, 2010

The War in my Heart - August 1995

The War in my Heart


Letting go of the pain
learning to laugh again
doing away with unhappy 
tears of the hurt and of the 
loneliness through the years.


Fighting a spiritual war
inside my heart, allowing God
into my heart not just the outside layer
but letting him bury himself deep into
my heart and soul,
past the black box of pains, 
past the buried sins and into
my hidden chamber of happiness.


Fighting, fighting, fighting
fighting 'til there is no more
no more pain, no more hurt
it's time to close the door to the past,
time to move on
it's time to go
Allowing God all the space into my heart


Is what I know getting older,
moving on and learning as I grow
reading the Book, 
the Book of Life
will lead me through 'til I am gone


Friends are there, so few that help
me through despair
There's one that I can count on...
there's one that truly cares
I am here...Jesus is there
allowing him to work is so hard...
can't I just take it back?
Work faster..I want it now
working harder without a doubt
Allow Him to in come in
Allow Him to work within
giving Him my desire
showing God my heart's on fire


8-8-95

1 comment:

  1. You and I both have the spiritual warfare battle going on. We need to keep Satan out of our heads by saturating our minds with God's Holy Word! It's true; it's factual; and it expresses His UNCONDITIONAL LOVE; His patience; His COMPLETE forgiveness of our sins; and He remembers our sins NO MORE!!!! We are free from our burdens of our sins if we only allow ourselves to enjoy that freedom that He has given us through His Son, Jesus!!!! This is something a have to consciously remind myself 24/7!!! Hopefully you can too!!! Sisters In Christ, GLD

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